I’m well aware that recently my blog has become more about Zentangling than about anything else. So here is a concentrated effort to write about something else!
General update for how I’m doing at the moment – well, I’m still lonely and pining for someone to love. But aside from that I’m not bad. I have a routine (ish), I’m keeping up with work and my hobbies, I’ve been going out and socialising (a little bit). There’s been some excellent family news.
I’ve been struggling a little bit with my own feelings of envy and guilt. Actually, just my brain itself is causing me all kinds of stress. It won’t shut up!
All day and all night, all my brain will do is rabbit on about problems that I’ve been having, and problems that I might one day have, and problems that are never ever going to be a problem. It won’t shut up!
Which is why I try and keep myself busy all the time. With my knitting, crochet, embroidery, sewing, baking, reading, movies, doodling, writing, gaming, and latest obsession with the Dominion online website.
And it is also why I don’t sleep properly. If I’m not tired enough to fall asleep the second I close my eyes, then my brain gets a chance to start talking. So I stay awake, and stay busy until I’m completely exhausted, so that I don’t have to think too much.
I have a few ideas for non-zentangle related things. More stitching maybe? And some writing – although I can’t post any of my writing on here because it counts as being published for competitions that want non-published entries – which sucks! I came up with some things today for a Random Observations regular maybe?
What sort of things would you like to see from me?